tell you everday, but i love you always and miss you terribly. drive around town past the places we’d hang out, listen to the songs we used to sing, and it feels like being seventeen and young and restless and in love. feels like wasting the days away outside talking and smoking and tripping (i miss you calling me tripster) or in the bedroom kissing and touching, feels like warm and home. spent sixteen years on this earth never really living… it was like you flipped a switch inside of me that i didn’t know existed. you showed me love and hurt and the good with the bad. remember sitting on your back porch with josh and you asked me what i was doing tomorrow, then the day after that; i said i’d be with you. you asked me what i was doing for the rest of my life, and i said yes… well, because you were all i really needed
